Today I'm delighted to welcome back my dear friend and fellow-author Alison Knight, whose latest novel The Hidden has just been released. I had the honour of working with Alison as her editor (not that her work has ever needed much editing!), and I can thoroughly recommend this excellent story.
Welcome, Alison! Please, tell us more!
AN EXTRACT FROM THE
HIDDEN
Background: New York,
1973. Faye has been in hiding in America since something terrible happened to
her, her boyfriend James and her brother Percy in London in 1969. She is
currently living in a cabin in Montana. She receives news that her father has
died and her mother, Elizabeth, wants to see her. They meet in the restaurant
of the Waldorf Hotel in New York.
“I must
say, you’re looking well. Life in America must suit you.”
“Who
says I live in America?” Faye smiled. “I might have popped over the border from
Canada, or hitch-hiked up from Mexico.”
“And
did you do either of those things?”
“I’m
afraid I can’t say.”
“Oh,
Felicity, really.”
Faye leaned
forward, her hands on the table. “Call me that just one more time, and I walk,”
she hissed. “I am not Felicity. I never will be again. Accept it.”
Elizabeth
leaned back, her lips thinned.
“You
always were a dramatic child. I’m your mother, for goodness’ sake. Surely it’s
not too much to ask to know your new name and where you live?”
“It was
explained to you at the time. The less you know, the better. It wouldn’t be
safe for either of us. I’m actually trying to protect you. Can’t you accept
that?”
“But
it’s all over and done with now, isn’t it? You’re halfway around the world.
Can’t we just be mother and daughter for a little while?”
Faye
sat back and took a sip of her drink. She was stunned. In all her twenty-eight
years, this was the first time Elizabeth had ever said anything like that to
her. Her memories were of being told: Don’t do that, or Be quiet, or What have
you done now, you bloody child? “Why change the habit of a lifetime?” she
asked, her tone bitter.
She
expected her mother to snarl back at her, but Elizabeth closed her eyes as
though in pain.
“I know
I haven’t been the best mother,” she said after a few moments. She took a sip
of her martini and put the glass back on the table before going on. “We’ve all
made mistakes. I just don’t want it to be too late before we do something about
it. With your father and Percy both gone now…”
This
time it was Faye who closed her eyes. “So you’re not here to blame me for
Daddy’s demise as well as Percy’s?” she asked.
“Oh,
darling, of course not. I know we blamed you initially over Percy, but well,
while you were in hospital for all those months, it became quite clear with all
the terrible things they said in the papers that your brother was the one who
led you into the situation, and not the other way around.”
Faye
felt her mouth drop open in surprise. Had she spent years broken under the
burden of her guilt, while her parents had actually forgiven her?
The
waiter arrived with their meals. A steak for Faye and a salad for her mother.
Elizabeth couldn’t help raising her eyebrows as her daughter sliced into the
meat and ate it with gusto. Faye wasn’t about to tell her mother that she’d
been travelling for three days, had hardly slept, and had survived on snacks
from bus stations and airports along the way.
They
ate in silence for a few minutes until Faye felt human again.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” she asked, her tone mild. “Why
wait nearly four years before saying this?”
Her
mother put down her fork and picked up her napkin, blotting at her lips in
order to preserve her carefully-applied lipstick. “We didn’t get a chance,
darling. You were whisked away and we weren’t allowed to see you. They said we
had to keep up the pretence that you were dead in order to keep you alive. Then
they moved you on and that was that.”
She
made it sound so uncomplicated, but it had been far from simple. Faye realised
her mother hadn’t known how long she been in hospital, or the full extent of
both her physical and mental injuries. It had been decided that she needed a
complete break from her past, including what was left of her family, if they
were to convince her assassins that she really was dead. Even now, she couldn’t
tell her mother the real reason why she was moved on after a couple of months
in hospital recovering from her physical injuries. She probably thinks I was
rushed out of the country just to spite her, when in fact I was in an asylum
going through a nervous breakdown.
“You
could have asked to send a message,” she said, stabbing at her steak. She carried
on eating steadily, even though she’d lost her appetite.
“I
know. But we didn’t know what to say.”
Faye
looked up. Her mother looked genuinely sad for a moment, but then, in true
Broughton family tradition, she rallied, pasting a smile on her face. “But
that’s in the past, all of it. I’m here now, darling, and I have a marvellous
idea. I’m booked on a Caribbean cruise, starting on Sunday. I’ve got a suite
which has two bedrooms. Why don’t you come with me? We could spend the next
couple of days shopping, my treat. Wouldn’t it be lovely to relax and explore
the islands together?”
“I
can’t.”
“Oh.
Why not? Have you got a job?”
She
wanted to lie, but what was the point? “No. But I have animals and people
depending on me. I need to get back.”
“But
where to?”
She
shook her head. “I’m not going to tell you, so please stop asking.” She held up
a hand when her mother would have argued with her. “I know you think I’m making
excuses, but I’m not. The people Percy and I got involved with weren’t some
tinpot gang of thugs. They were organized, brutal and evil. There were far more
of them than went to prison, and they never ever forgot. If they had just a
hint that I’m still alive, they’d hunt me down. If they thought you knew where
I was, they’d make you talk – and it wouldn’t be pretty. God, when one of them
paid James a visit, he nearly wet himself.”
“Of
course he did. That boy was an arse,” snapped his mother. “He had no backbone.”
MORE ABOUT THE HIDDEN
Secrets, nightmares, and a big black dog…
Montana, 1973.
Faye has found sanctuary in a simple cabin in the wilds of
the Crazy Mountains in Montana with a dog called Bear. She’s a long way from
her old life in England. But she knows that one day her peaceful life could be
invaded by her enemies, and she keeps her guard up at all times.
Jeff returns home from Vietnam, a wounded, damaged hero,
just weeks after his father’s sudden death. He finds hostile, secretive Faye
living in his cabin and refusing to leave. The reading of his father’s will
adds another layer of mystery to this woman’s presence.
The tension between them grows as Jeff tries to overcome his
nightmares and expose Faye’s scars and secrets. The more he learns about her,
the more enigmatic she seems.
When her enemies come calling, she needs Jeff to protect
her. Can they learn to trust each other? And will Faye ever be safe?
BUY LINK FOR THE
HIDDEN: https://mybook.to/thehidden
MORE ABOUT ALISON KNIGHT
In her mid-forties,
Alison went to university part-time and gained a first-class degree in Creative
Writing at Bath Spa University and an MA in the same subject from Oxford
Brookes University, both while still working full-time. Her first book was
published a year after she completed her master’s degree.
Alison currently has
a trio of novels published by Darkstroke. The first, Mine, is a domestic drama set in 1960s London based on real
events in her family. She is the only person who can tell this particular
story. Exploring themes of class, ambition and sexual politics, Mine shows how ordinary people can
make choices that lead them into extraordinary situations.
The Legacy, a drama set in London in 1969, was inspired by a scene
in Mine, and explores how an
unexpected legacy can be both a blessing and a curse. The Legacy looks at themes of greed and expectations, and the
lengths people will go to when they are desperate.
The Hidden, available from September 2021, is a romantic suspense
that picks up the story of one of the characters in The Legacy. Set in Montana in 1973, two wounded, damaged people are
forced together, each guarding their secrets. Can they learn to trust each
other? And will their nightmares ever end?
Alison teaches creative
and life-writing, runs workshops and retreats with Imagine Creative
Writing Workshops (www.imaginecreativewriting.co.uk)
as well as working as a freelance editor. She is a member of the Society of
Authors and the Romantic Novelists’ Association.
She lives in
Somerset, within sight of Glastonbury Tor.
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